Rebecca Frost

I put my book down when the door opens, because it’s not time for them to start arriving for dinner yet. Residents tend to be pretty quiet here—pretty self-sufficient, I guess—but, if someone stops in outside of mealtimes and doesn’t go straight to get a snack, then it usually means my so-called expertise is needed.

It’s Jane, moving like a deer: looking around to see who else might be here, peering into corners and taking detours to check out the dining room and the laundry room before coming to the desk. This is probably above my pay grade.

She approaches and lays both hands flat on the countertop almost gently before clearing her throat. “How much do you know about us? The, uh, residents?”

Where is this going? “I know all your pass phrases for phone calls, and I can look up meal preferences if you ask for delivery and don’t specify.”

She blinks. “That’s it?”

“Well. Your names this month.” I shrug. “You get to come here and figure out who you want to be, so Jonathan’s not going to tell us anything else.” That was why Edgar was a surprise. I didn’t recognize anyone in June.

Jane frowns just a little, putting the smallest creases in her forehead. “Does Lydia know?”

“I honestly have no idea.” And even then, what would Jonathan himself know? Their legal names, for the NDAs and the money transfers, but again, unless they’re someone like Edgar, that’s not going to tell him much.

She hesitates, chewing her lip, and I hold the silence, mostly because I don’t want to push her into just blurting it out. Whatever it is.

Does she think Percy’s killed Mary? Did she see or hear something that’s going to bring the police to Loon Lake?

She finally steels herself for it. “I’m worried about Emily.”

Uh. Totally not where my mind went.

“And Henry.” Jane bites her lip.

I try a slow breath. “There are toiletries and things on the shelf in the linen closet.” Including condoms and some of those mail-order morning after pills, but I don’t really want to go into that, thanks. If Jane’s here for birth control worries, she can pass that information on and let the couple figure it out for themselves. Imagine getting pregnant, not realizing it until after you’ve left, and having no idea of the father’s real name.

“Look, she thinks she’s playing him, but Henry seems like the real player. And …” She licks her lips and forces herself to hold my eyes. “I don’t think he should be here.”

All my customer service skills suddenly come to attention as I take a slow breath through my nose.

“Look, I just … Jonathan does background checks, right?”

“Right.” As she should know.

“So he’s not …” She abuses her lower lip some more. “He hasn’t been …”

Convicted is how that sentence ends. Jonathan checks for convictions. Arrests and complaints aren’t a factor.

“I just …” Sighing, Jane loses her perfect posture and her shoulders slump. “Emily’s the sort of woman who thinks she can handle anything, so she’s going to play with fire, but Henry’s a blow torch.”

I’m not entirely sure that metaphor works in the real world, but I get what she’s trying to say.

At least I don’t have to respond, because Jane shakes her head and looks away. “I know she’s an adult, but I’m worried. Agatha’s worried. Emily’s not worried but she should be worried. And Henry …”

There’s more, so I wait.

Jane nods once. “I really don’t think he belongs here.”

I take another slow breath, but she doesn’t start talking again, so I say, “Why not? Specifically.”

“He doesn’t have conversations.” Now she shakes her head. “He grills you.”

It’s my turn to groan, because I haven’t heard these exchanges, for one, and for another, if he wanted to grill someone, why hasn’t he attached himself to Edgar?

“He wants to know why we’re all here,” she adds, like this should be the big one.

I frown. “He’s asked you—?”

“No, not straight out, but he asks around it. He says things you’re supposed to respond to.” Then she groans in frustration and her hands ball into little fists. “I know how it sounds. You don’t have to tell me how it sounds, but I know how it feels. He hasn’t talked to you, has he?”

I shake my head. It’s not like any of the residents have to talk to me. The food’s in the dining room and the laundry room and linen closet are labeled. Some guys just feel more comfortable asking Jonathan personally, or waiting for Truman because hey, I’m not a guy.

“Okay, so there’s nothing specific, but my gut feeling counts for something, okay?” she insists, now close to tears. “Mine and Agatha’s.”

“Do you want to bring it up with Jonathan, or do you want me to?” I ask it as calmly as I can, without even pausing for a deep breath first.

Jane blinks and looks behind her to make sure the door’s still shut. “Could you? I feel like it would be weird if I …”

“I’ll talk to him.” I don’t really know what I’m going to say, but I’ll mention it. Jonathan’s a good guy, but this isn’t a topic I’ve covered with him before.

“Okay, and like.” She closes her eyes. “I know you’re off at eight, and I know they don’t always hang around here, but your cabin’s sort of between Henry’s and mine, right?”

I nod. “Across the path there, yeah.”

“So, like.” She leans in a little closer. “If either of us hears anything …”

Okay, my concern’s been the Shelley cabin down at the far end, but I nod. I’m not entirely sure what I’m agreeing to, because I’m not about to go knocking if it sounds like two people having a good time, but I nod.

“Great.” Jane almost smiles. “Thanks. And, uh.” She zips her lips. I nod again, even though I’ve agreed to talk to Jonathan, because she needs it. The customer goes away, relieved if not entirely happy, and now it’s on me to figure out how, exactly, I want to proceed. We still have over an hour before dinner, so I pick up the phone and dial the extension that reaches the Meyers’ cabin to see if he’s at home.

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Cold Comfort: Sunday, July 7, 2024 – Henry, coming July 19

Dear Diary,

Emily’s having fun playing with Henry. That’s nearly a direct quote: “Oh, I’m just having fun playing with him.” Like he’s some young thing with his tongue hanging out of his mouth at the sight of her, and the power dynamic clearly swings in her favor.

Like she’s safe, playing with a man like Henry.

We did lunch today, the three of us, and Jane’s the one who asked her what she was doing. I had no idea, but yesterday it was a bikini on a blanket, and this morning it was a sun dress in a rocking chair right next to him, sipping on a cocktail.

Well. Emily said it was a mocktail, but she only said that to us. Not to him.

I think it’s supposed to be empowering, but it sounds manipulative to me. She says she’s trying to figure out what he’s up to, what he wants, and that made Jane snort into her salad. “Sex, Emily,” she said bluntly. “That man wants sex.”

I’m not so sure. Christian Grey style sex, maybe, where he doesn’t have any idea how to approach consent or what actual BDSM involves. Henry wants the power, but Emily thinks she has the power, so she figures she safe and I’m worried about her playing this guy we know nothing about. We don’t even know his real name, for crying out loud. I mean, if something actually happens (please God don’t let anything happen) and the police get involved, they’ll get his real name and all, even if he runs off. Jonathan would have to give it up in the face of a warrant, right?

Okay nothing’s going to happen that means someone needs a warrant. That’s silly of me. I’m doing my doom thinking, diving directly toward the worst-case scenario, but come on. Emily doesn’t do this kind of thing all the time, does she? Get a high off of feeling like she’s in control of both her sexuality and other people when they’re strangers and who knows how they could react?

Jane pointed at me. “Look, Agatha’s on my side! Don’t poke the wildlife!”

“The wildlife wants to be poked,” Emily protested. “He’s just dying for … I’m not even sure what, but his tongue was practically hanging out of his mouth, and it wasn’t for these.” She grabbed her breasts in both hands, and her dress was cut low enough there was almost a wardrobe malfunction.

“Look, your tits are amazing,” Jane admitted, “so what in the world do you think he wants that has nothing to do with them?”

Emily laughed. “Something to do with mommy issues. He got me talking about kids, and older men, and God, I don’t even know. He’s either got some weird kinks or …”

“Or?” I had my own ideas on how she would finish that sentence.

Emily shrugged, but Jane shifted and cleared her throat until Emily said “Spill!”

“Do you get the feeling that Henry doesn’t hold conversations?” she finally asked, not so much a spill but a dribble. “Like he’s interviewing you?”

That made Emily throw back her head and laugh, and I started to relax, but that wasn’t a Ridiculous! laugh. “That’s exactly it!” she cried, having to wipe at her big blue eyes because of the mirth tears. “God, he was going for a freaking confession!”

“To what?” That was me, even though I didn’t really plan on it. I guess I just needed to hear someone else say it.

Jane took over and grilled her on it: what did he ask? What did he say? Did he seem to be after something specific, or anything that made it seem like Emily was guilty of something?

“Okay, but why?” Emily asked once the questions dried up. “What’s he after?”

Jane tilted her head. “He stopped being interested in me when I …” She blushed, and then Emily had to draw it out of her: “I kind of complained you two seem messed up about men, and implied I’m not.”

“So, what, he’s hoping for a rebound?” Emily guessed. “Some level of guilt feelings just turns him on?”

“And mom-hating,” Jane added. “Hate your mom, don’t want kids, rebound sex … wait, didn’t he say his mom taught him how to knit?”

Emily nodded, and they tried to pull it apart a little more, but I was done with lunch. I had a couple bites left on my plate, but I was done. Mommy issues, abandonment issues, not liking kids, looking for a confession. Diary, I know what I think that adds up to, and the answer is “trouble.”

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Cold Comfort: Saturday, July 6, 2024 – Alyssa

Henry stayed up too late last night transcribing every word of his conversation with Emily and then going over and over and over it, looking for subtext. He had his concerns about the recorder, but it caught almost every word, even inside his shirt. It looked like some sort of abstract pendant, and nobody had mentioned it yet. He charged it every night, and just kept it running every day, but this was the first time he wanted the full transcript.

The laptop wasn’t forbidden. It couldn’t connect to anything, anyway, and his typing was both faster and neater than his handwriting. He couldn’t print it, but he could scroll, and make notes, this time by hand on one of his cheap paper tablets.

Emily had done everything but ask him to put baby oil on her back. She came to the front of the lodge in big sunglasses, an enormous hat, sandals—no heels this time—and a tiny bikini, holding a towel, and she even lowered those sunglasses and winked at him before spreading the towel and stretching out on it. “Okay, I’ll bite,” she called up to the porch, adjusting the brim until it flopped to her liking. “What are you knitting?”

“A sweater. Do you knit?” So she used his own bait against him, in a way, and threw out her own.

Her figure was totally the kind that could entice someone like Aaron Gladieux away from his hot young girlfriend. And seriously, she moved like a cat, every gesture purposeful and predatory.

She didn’t knit, so they talked about that a bit. It wasn’t actually his mom who’d taught him, but he’d picked that as his story because hey, Annabeth Deschain was sort of a mother figure to Dani Jay, and whoa, boy, were mothers a conversation starter with Emily. Henry sipped his coffee and scrolled through the transcript again, looking for some of the more telling gems.

My mom basically foisted me off on my older sister, you know? So she didn’t have to do all the mom stuff. I wish she’d done something like teach me to knit.

Some of my friends got pregnant right out of college and they were happy about it. Like, girl, these are the best years of your life!

She totally baby-trapped him.

Emily then asked Henry if he knew what that meant, and clarified with the most vindictive description Henry thought he’d ever heard.

Gold. Pure gold.

And it made sense, didn’t it? An Annabeth Deschain who went after her employer, even though he was in a relationship and clearly had a child with his girlfriend, who also totally lived in the house, could be expected to need male attention during this month-long retreat. Possibly while Gladieux got rid of his girlfriend.

Henry wished he had the internet so he could check for updates there. Dani Jay was old news by now, but if anyone caught a moving van in the driveway and half of the belongings being carted out …

He’d even managed to seamlessly maneuver the conversation onto parents who killed their own children, going for Caylee Anthony instead of Dani Jay, but it worked. “See, that’s exactly my point!” Emily told him, and she even aimed a finger up at him to skewer that exact point. “Some women shouldn’t even become mothers! They abandon their kids, or let someone else raise their kids, or—God forbid—kill their own kids! And it’s not just mothers. My father? Absent. Totally took off. Which guys can, easier than girls, and then girls are left holding the baby and trying to figure it out, and sometimes they can’t, but they’re the ones who get stuck.”

Henry’s wince wasn’t on the recording. “Sounds like it’s personal.”

Emily’s smile wasn’t on the recording, either, but it was secretive and knowing. And then, later, another juicy sound bite: “It’s why I prefer older men. They’ve got a better idea that actions have consequences.”

Man oh man. Henry highlighted those two sentences bright yellow.

Seriously, it was like she had no idea how much she was saying. Like she thought she was being coy instead of putting it out there in blinding neon. Women abandon their kids? Sure, because Annabeth Deschain was a nanny, and Dani Jay wouldn’t need a nanny if her mom was being a mom. Baby-trapping a guy? Maybe it hadn’t really worked for Dani Jay’s mom, because her last name wasn’t Gladieux, but certainly Annabeth Deschain thought the relationship was either a sham or had long gone sour. And older men? Well then. The age gap …

Maybe the Dani Jay story wasn’t as popular in this peninsula. Or maybe Emily thought it wasn’t as popular. The whole conversation had the air of an in joke, or maybe a joke she was playing on him and didn’t think he’d get. It was like she thought she’d distracted him with the fact that she’d worn so little and laid herself out for him to keep looking at.

Annabeth Deschain was the sort of young woman who thought Aaron Gladieux was in love with her, but maybe she thought that all men would be in love with her. Or at least lust after her. And, honestly, if they were anywhere but here …

If they were anywhere but here, Emily wouldn’t have a one in three chance of being a murderer.

Even though he really tried not to, Henry couldn’t help picturing the scene: Emily, who wouldn’t have been in her teeny bathing suit that early in the year, maybe lounging on some expensive sofa like she was posing for Playboy, ignoring Dani Jay. Or had she been outside with the little girl and lured her toward the hot tub? He knew that Dani Jay’s favorite toy, a stuffed lion cub for some reason wearing a scrap of green cloth around its neck like a shawl, was also found in the water, although he didn’t know if it was floating next to the dead child. If the toy had fallen in, and Dani Jay climbed after it …

Except there wasn’t evidence that anyone other than Dani Jay had been in the hot tub, and there were disagreements about the timeline. Was Annabeth Deschain still on the clock when the three-year-old died, or had she been passed over to her mother? Dina—not Diana or Tina: Dina—Lauritsen insisted that she went looking for her daughter because Annabeth hadn’t brought her along. Dina had, in fact, gone looking for both of them.

There were questions, certainly. Why had the hot tub lid been pushed aside? It wasn’t opened all the way. If it had been even half open, with one side flopped back, then Dani Jay could’ve gotten out, or at least climbed up on one of the molded plastic seats, kept her head above water, and screamed for help. Except the other argument was that all it took was for her to slip and gasp in surprise, and it would have been over even if the lid was all the way off. But then, why had she been left alone near the hot tub, anyway? She wasn’t supposed to be out on the deck by herself, and there was a gate that should have kept her from getting there from the backyard playset.

The problem with going to trial was the fact that so much depended on which woman was believed. There weren’t cameras in the Gladieux home and no outsider was able to confirm what happened during the last day of Dani Jay’s life. Aaron was out of the house and arrived just after the ambulance and police cars. The paramedics had to deal with the three adults of the household, all apparently suffering various degrees of shock, because Dani Jay was clearly dead.

Dani Jay was autopsied, cremated, and buried in a hastily purchased plot. The autopsy revealed drowning but no other injuries. There was nothing suspicious. It was a terrible accident.

Henry couldn’t really blame Aaron for going ahead and trying to bring a case against Annabeth, because publicly he was in a relationship with Dina, and who was going to believe the girl’s actual mother let her only child drown? The police went through the house with a vengeance, and Annabeth’s diary became evidence, and Dina disappeared from public sight while her sister reported on her emotional breakdown, and Annabeth just … disappeared.

Nobody missed Annabeth. Unless Aaron was secreting Annabeth away somewhere until such a time as he was allowed to publicly miss her. With the way Emily displayed herself on her towel yesterday, Henry couldn’t say he was entirely sure that Annabeth Deschain missed Aaron Gladieux back.

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Cold Comfort: Saturday, July 6, 2024 – Agatha

Friday nights are bonfire nights. I’m off, and even Truman’s off by the time I show up, but he’s here, too. I think Jonathan likes doing it because of the fire aspect, something primal and manly, and Truman’s down with it to the point where he’ll even bring deadfall or whatever back from the woods for fuel. I don’t know what he does, exactly, but I guess it’s good forest husbandry. Either that or he’s fooled himself into thinking it is. He’s never told me if you can get state-certified for that sort of thing the way you can for mycology.

I didn’t go back into town today. Any town. Copper Harbor’s much closer, but it’s still the weekend of the fourth, and I just didn’t feel like being around people again. Those trips can be depressing, because even email updates from loved ones just help indicate that time is, in fact, moving forward. Life goes on even when we don’t really feel like we’re living it.

I didn’t spend all day in my cabin, thank you very much, because I’ve got a hammock I can string between the trees behind it where no one will see me unless they come all the way around. I’d hear someone knocking at the front door, but even Jonathan respects our days off, maybe even more so because he just doesn’t take any. It’s shady, I’ve got a cache of drinks and snacks in my cabin, and Agatha Christie was freaking prolific. I’ve dabbled in her stuff before, but sheesh. They’ve got the whole set here, the collected works, and it’s kind of annoying because I did have to print out the Poirot reading order on one of my Houghton trips, but I’ve got that, and the Miss Marple stories, and even a list of when the rest of her stuff was published. They’re on the shelf alphabetical by title, for the most part, so that just isn’t helpful.

Poirot solves everything, but he mostly does it by very clearly being a strange little foreigner everyone ignores. He apparently bumbles around and makes odd remarks, but the stranger a thing he says, the more you have to pay attention to it. Yes, I’m still stuck on Percy’s comment about how these are perfect days.

It’s cool in the evenings, especially here on the water, so I’m in jeans and a hoodie and I’ve brought a blanket. Truman’s sitting on the log with me, and even though he’s still in board shorts, he’s got a hoodie, too. I don’t know if this one’s also got an SPF rating. The lightweight stuff makes sense, because a lot of people are outside in the summer, but do they make SPF fleece? Is there a market for that?

Truman leans over and nudges my shoulder. “Penny for your thoughts.”

“I have no thoughts,” I murmur.

“Liar,” He grins at me, the one he doesn’t break out around the guests. It’s just the two of us on this side of the fire and Jonathan on the other, occasionally poking at it or feeding it. “You always overthink everything.”

Okay that’s true, but he doesn’t have to say it. “Have you seen Mary?”

“Nope. She’s still dead.” The grin turns wicked. “Or my theory.”

I raise an eyebrow. “Shoot.”

“Mary’s not really with Percy. She’s Edgar’s long-term relationship, except nobody knows he’s in a long-term relationship, so they’re going through this whole charade to get the two of them together for a month, but it can’t look like they’re together, so here we are.” He looks at me, but apparently I’m not reacting properly because his face falls. “You got something better?”

Actually I think mine’s worse. “Edgar was in a secret long-term relationship, but they split, so now he can’t go through a painful breakup in public and he has to wonder if anyone’s ever going to want a relationship with him for who he is and not who he plays.”

Truman wrinkles his nose and glares at the fire. “Damn. Yours is more likely. And it sucks, because I like him.”

I raise an eyebrow. “Edgar, or his other name?”

“All his other names,” he laughs. “He’s excellent. You ever seen him in anything?”

I shake my head. “Just that one short film.”

He laughs and raises his mug in a toast. I don’t know what he’s got in there, or if the drink’s even hot. “That’s why he likes you.”

Okay, having one conversation about identifying bird song among the other niceties doesn’t really qualify as liking someone.

Truman tilts his head. “I’m kind of surprised Henry hasn’t been all over him.”

I blink. Henry and Edgar? That never crossed my mind. “Oh?”

“He’s done all he can to talk to the others,” he points out.

“You mean the women,” I add quickly.

But Truman shakes his head. “He talked to Percy, too.”

I shake mine right back. “But mostly the women.”

He points to our left with his chin. “Emily laid out in the sun in the tiniest bikini I’ve ever seen today, and he talked to her, but that was a ploy if I’ve ever seen one.”

“Henry’s knitting is a ploy if you’ve ever seen one,” I mutter.

Truman frowns again. “What’s wrong with a man knitting?”

“There’s nothing wrong with a man knitting,” I correct. “It’s when he knits in public and leans into all those headlines about how men are saving knitting from obscurity because they’re producing supposedly amazing finished objects that are just basic.”

He whistles silently. “You don’t like Henry.”

“There’s something weird about Henry,” I insist.

Truman clucks his tongue. “Alyssa Beatrice. There’s something weird about all of us.”

Well, yes.

Truman leans back on one hand, and at first I think it’s because we’re avoiding this subject again, but he takes a nearly-casual look around and tilts his head toward me. “My brother killed himself in prison after he killed his wife and his stepsons.”

I suck in a breath. “Shit, Tru.”

He nods, eyes on the fire. “I’ve worked here every summer since. My mom’s dead, too. She started drinking too much and choked to death on her own vomit one night. My dad’s long gone. He took off when we were little. So, you know.” Truman—handsome, charming, perfect smile—shakes his head slowly. “I’ve got all these questions about what’s hereditary and what I’m carrying in my genes. That’s heavy. Edgar’s got something heavy. Jane and Agatha? Heavy.”

“Emily?” I ask, because I don’t think I’ve seen that in her.

“Hides it,” he responds immediately. “Pretending it’s not heavy.”

“Percy?” I prompt.

This head shake is firmer. “Dude’s hiding something. I don’t think it’s a dead wife, but it’s shadowy.”

Henry’s neither shadowy nor heavy. He’s dangerous. I shiver, because I didn’t mean to think that.

Truman raises an eyebrow, but I don’t want to say the thing that’s only a gut feeling. And he’s just told me his own heavy thing, so that’s an invitation.

“A loss,” I blurt. “In my … my inner circle, I’d say, but it’s more of a polygon, and now one of the points is missing, so it’s unstable, and the whole thing feels like it’s collapsing.”

He licks his lips. “Sudden?”

“The kind of sudden that makes everyone else turn on each other, suspicious, because that’s somehow better than saying it was a pure accident and it was completely out of anyone’s control.” And just like that, it’s all neatly summed up, with the sharp edges filed off.

“I’m sorry.” Tru shifts a bit. “Are you going back? After September?”

Loon Lake is only open through September. They frequently get snow in October, but September’s still booked. “Right now I’m not really sure what’s happening after September. Why?” I turn to look at him more fully. “What do you do?”

“I’ve got a place not too far from here. Sort of a tiny house situation. It was built as a summer home, so I had to add insulation and the wood stove, but it’s all right.” It’s hard to tell with the firelight and the lingering sunset, but I think he’s blushing. “I sell art. I’ve got stuff in the galleries around here. So between that and Loon Lake, I make it through. I survive.”

Okay, but he said years, right? Years, and he’s still only just surviving?

“Look, it’s, um …” Sighing, Truman leans back on one hand, but this time it’s his left hand and it means angling closer to me. “There’s a world of difference between suffering a loss that was just an accident and sitting here, wondering if you’re destined to kill someone someday because it’s in your blood.”

I shake my head. “You don’t seem capable.”

“Alyssa.” This head tilt almost brings our foreheads into contact. “Before that day I wouldn’t have said he was, either.”

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Cold Comfort: Saturday, July 6, 2024 – Henry

Dear Diary,

I should’ve brought some of those books about grief. You know, the ones I read and discarded because they were full of crap. Something about how when the student is ready …

He bought me some of the books when I refused to see a therapist, and I think he even read a couple of them before latching onto the one that made the most sense to him. Which made no sense at all to me. The book, not the latching on. When he finds something that mostly fits, he stops there instead of going on to see if there’s something that fits better.

God, I’m not talking about me. I don’t think. Fuck.

The point, dearest diary of my July, is that I wanted to go look through one of those books again. There’s a phrase that’s just out of reach, not even as close as the tip of my tongue, and I want to look it up. Pin it down. Etc. etc.

I even went up to the lodge library and had a look around. The very granola dude, Truman, poked his head in and asked if he could help me find anything. I couldn’t remember what book it was, so I just asked if there was a self-help section, and he directed me to a shelf.

They’re not labeled. Nothing’s labeled. It’s not a real library, just a collection, and I could’ve asked for certain books, or brought some of my own, or whatever, but of course I didn’t. Because I haven’t been reading, so I figured nothing would change, and if you want to make God laugh …

I’m full of those sayings today. Aphorisms? Is that what they’re called? Should’ve checked out the dictionary while I was there.

For the record, it’s stopped being cute and has started being seriously freaking annoying that I can’t just pull out my phone to look up something like that. There’ve got to be apps that lock you out of social media and things but let you search for random information, right? They could totally have Wi-Fi here. They don’t have a desktop computer all wired in at the lodge or anything. I asked Truman, and he doesn’t even own a laptop.

It’s so out of touch. We’re not completely limited. We can use the cabin phone to call the lodge and ask them to put a call through, like they’re 1950s operators, or walk up to the lodge and ask to use the phone, but that’s because we’re supposed to self-regulate. The people who call have to be pre-approved by us, with our July names and the pass phrase, and we have to take that extra step of asking for help to make a phone call. And we can’t type an email at all. We write it out by hand and give it to Jonathan, so just the fact that he has to read it limits what we’d say.

Which, again, is the freaking point of the place, but I’m totally sick of Loon Lake today. Give me doom scrolling and text messaging and the ability to Google some choice names.

I didn’t get a self-help book. I grabbed a couple novels, but no Agatha Christie, thanks. They’re sitting on the table in the living room area of the big room, which actually doesn’t feel all that big, and can you get cabin fever in less than a week even when you’re allowed to leave your cabin? It’s too cold to just sit outside in the shade, and writing or reading in the sun would give me a headache, so I’ve got the window open for the fresh air, but it’s still getting cold. I could light a fire in the fireplace, but it’s not that cold, and I feel like I’d die of carbon monoxide poisoning somehow. The chimney has to be open, but there’s probably a flue, which I know is a thing, but I don’t really know what it does, or how to check.

God, I’m useless. Is that a grief thing? Or is that because I went from my parents’ house to his house and I’ve never really had to fend for myself? He likes helping out. Being the manly man around the house. Taking care of me. Of us. But that’s the problem, isn’t it? The us.

I didn’t do girl lunch today. Or I guess I did girl lunch, here, alone, with what I have in my little kitchenette, but it wasn’t a picnic lunch with the girls. I didn’t look to see if Emily and Jane did. I haven’t seen anyone but Truman today, and that’s because he came to find me. I didn’t find him. Diary, I tried to avoid him.

Yes, I’ve basically done everything you’re not supposed to do when you’re battling depression: stayed inside. Didn’t socialize. Haven’t eaten well. And so I’m feeling worse. I wonder why?

Okay, there are things I can control and things I can’t. I’m isolated, because I’m here at Loon Lake, and leaving is a major decision that should not be made by someone in my current mood. However, there is something I can do: I will go to the lodge for dinner, and I will eat it in the dining room. I’ll take a book, but if anyone else comes in and asks to share my table, I’ll say yes. If they don’t, they don’t. I’ve never seen anyone stay yet. But I swear I’ll go at six o’clock sharp, and sit at a table, so everyone else gets to make that choice of whether or not to join me. A girl has to keep a promise to her diary.

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Cold Comfort: Friday, July 5, 2024 – Alyssa

Oh, now this was a change. When Henry got up to refill his coffee, he noticed a series of ripples running across the water. At first his mind went to the Loch Ness monster, except it would be the Loon Lake monster, and it occurred to him that he’d never actually seen a loon. Henry was pretty sure the weird noises he heard early in the morning were loons, but hey, maybe it was a lake monster. Then another series of ripples dashed across the surface, and it clicked: someone was skipping stones.

He had the last cabin on this end. The one next to him was Jane’s. Their conversation was cut short yesterday. Henry decided to take his coffee outside.

The shoreline was more rock than anything, so he debated turning around for his sandals, but he caught sight of Jane through some of the trees and figured he couldn’t go back in case she saw him doing it. At this point he was committed to approaching her, and he’d have to hope he wouldn’t wince too much. Maybe the rocks were rounded by the water and wouldn’t cut into his skin. Getting driven out for medical care didn’t count as asking Jonathan if he could leave, but he didn’t need stitches on the soles of his feet, thanks.

Jane had shoes on, along with her yoga pants, camisole top, and thin zip-up hoodie. Her hair was in a bun at the back of her head, making her ready for ballet practice, and she held a number of stones in her left hand as she looked out over the water, turning one over in her right hand, and then went into the fluid tossing motion. Could you be a professional stone skipper? Was it a recommended hobby for ballet dancers?

Henry walked closer to the water’s edge, staying on what he thought of as his property, but the trees didn’t come all the way up here. He took a sip of his coffee and waited for Jane to run out of the rocks in her hand and look at him, breathing a little heavier than usual. “You ever hit a fish in the head?” he asked.

Jane blinked and looked out to the water, then frowned. “They’d float, wouldn’t they?”

“Do unconscious fish float?” he asked, thinking it was inane even as he said it.

She shook her head a little and squatted down to pick up more rocks, gathering and discarding too quickly to be looking at them. “I think it takes dead ones a while to float. You’ll have to check back.”

Henry wanted to hunker down, too, but then he’d have to stand again when she stood, and imagine putting all his weight onto the balls of his feet. The rocks were smooth enough, he supposed, but they shifted, and his luck, he’d fall on his ass. “You okay?” he asked before he could wonder if that was really a good question.

Jane stayed down there, pulling the rocks out of her left hand only to drop them back into her palm, letting them clack together.

Bad decision. He should figure out how to get out of this.

“Emily and Agatha were talking about guys,” Jane said abruptly, smoothly rising to her feet.

Okay. Um. “Oh?”

“Yeah, they’re both …” She stole a quick glance at his face and continued to clack the stones together. “I think they’re both here because of guy troubles. You know?”

“Because they just got out of bad relationships?” he clarified, and sheesh, was he just making himself sound even stupider?

Jane wrinkled her nose, which was super cute but also made Henry feel a bit like a pedophile. “I don’t know that they’re out of them yet. You’d think so, right?” She turned away from him a little and selected a stone, but this one only skipped twice, and maybe that was why she sighed. “Any relationship where you have to go away from him for a month, that’s not a good one. Right?”

Henry didn’t know if she was right or not, but at least that question was rhetorical.

“And they, I don’t know. They bonded over that, and I just …” This sigh was bigger and ended with her hands, one still holding rocks, hitting her thighs. “It seems so trivial. Don’t you think? Blowing all this dough on trying to figure out your relationship, alone, when anyone could tell them that’s not how you figure out a relationship if it’s going to last.” She shook her head slowly and repeated it: “Trivial.”

Henry chewed on his lip, but this really seemed like a pause he should break. “No man is worth this?” he suggested, and ugh, why did his voice waver in the middle? It should’ve come out sure.

Jane turned to look at him, really studying his face, and Henry fought the urge to take a sip of coffee just so he could hide behind his mug. “I think they’re the ones who are worth it, if they end up choosing themselves, but I don’t know. Men are pigs, so they’re here?”

Henry chewed his lip, but he couldn’t ask it.

She rolled her eyes anyway, and found the muscles in her arms, and considered her ammo for her next shot. “I’m not here because of someone I’m dating.”

That might be the truth, or it might not. “Neither am I,” he offered, finally taking a drink as she let another rock fly.

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Cold Comfort: Friday, July 5, 2024 – Agatha

Today’s the fourth, so I don’t turn my car toward Copper Harbor. That’s going to be packed, and after all this time at Loon Lake, I’m not much for crowds. Plus sometimes a girl just wants to walk through a Walmart.

It’s a long drive to Houghton, but a pretty one. Most of the traffic’s headed up 41 the other way, and even though you’re going past a bunch of different signs, you don’t really see any neighborhoods. They’re all old mining towns, and most of them don’t look like much anymore. There’s Calumet, which has some cool stuff, but I keep on heading south, radio blasting, and cross the bridge, and head up the hill toward neon-lit aisles of more than you could ever want.

Walmart is like the anti-Truman: full of chemicals, lacking sunlight, all processed and neon and individually packaged. I want to hit the candy aisle, mostly, because the kitchen’s not stocked with much of anything sweet this month. Nobody requested snack cakes or even really any desserts, so I have to fend for myself. I only grab a basket instead of a cart, though, trying to be reasonable. Mostly I just need to be washed in the atmosphere of mind-numbing architecture and a bunch of strangers who don’t know any version of my name.

If I mentioned anything to Lydia, she’d probably put the candy on Jonathan’s list and I’d get it for free, but shopping feels a bit like taking some control back. That’s totally not the point of the summer, I know—it’s about following orders and being the perfect little customer service girl—but hey, weekends aren’t for work. Shake things up, do something that doesn’t happen the other five days, and put items in plastic bags that will make Truman cluck his tongue in despair.

The switch-up for lunch is getting a burger instead of having a cold sandwich, and I’ve got my book so I can sit in the booth and read it while I eat. I’m early, before noon, so it’s not too crowded, and that’s the way I like it. Although I’m not sure how crowded it ever really gets here on a weekday.

After lunch it’s time to head to the library because they have public computers.

Maybe it’s silly. Probably it’s silly. Before coming up here I deleted the Gmail app from my phone, and I haven’t checked my email on it since. Residents aren’t allowed to bring their phones at all because the temptation to make a digital record of Loon Lake and the other residents is just too great, so mine gets locked in my glove box most of the time, but I recharge it on the drive. Texts pop in once I hit an area with signal, but the important things only get sent in emails, and I don’t want to run the risk of someone breaking into my car, finding the phone, and reading the important things.

I paid for a library card so I can log in to one of their desktops, read my emails, delete the Internet history even though I don’t know if that step’s really necessary, and log out again. I don’t print anything, so Thursdays are really the only days I read them, if I don’t feel like driving down two days in a row. I don’t delete them, but I can’t really keep them.

He’s old-school in a computer semi-literate kind of way, which means he doesn’t sign his emails, but the display name tells me it’s from Aaron Gladieux all the same. Even though he knows I only check things once or twice a week, he usually writes every day. I read through all of them, clicking from one to the next, and then back to the one that’s his response to what I sent last week. I scroll down to the end and read those lines slowly, over and over: Hang in there, honey. We’ll get through this. I love you. Finally I take a deep breath, swipe at my eyes, and pull myself together enough to write back.

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Cold Comfort: Friday, July 5, 2024 – Henry

Dear Diary,

The girls had lunch together today. That’s what Emily called us: the girls. We’re a set now, and that’s probably a good thing, considering Henry.

I think Jane took pity on him. She didn’t say so, and she didn’t want to talk about it, but the way she looked when Emily said “All men are pigs” makes me think she’s got a man problem, too. Probably not my kind of man problem, but a Henry kind of man problem. He’s like a vampire, especially in the way he tries to hide it.

I guess that rocking chair has his name on it now, which is fine, because if I want to sit on a porch there’s one at my cabin, but Jane was in the one next to him. I think she was trying to watch Edgar and Truman. She didn’t say that part, either, but they were out in the kayaks, and there’s something peaceful about watching the bright colors cut through the water. If Henry wasn’t there, I would’ve joined her.

Maybe it’s unfair, just because Jane’s such a little porcelain doll, but the way he sat was freaking predatory. They’re probably the same age (we’re probably all somewhere in our twenties, maybe early thirties) but he’s a foot taller and twice as broad as she is, and he was sucking her soul out of her eyes.

He always laughs when I say that. I used to think it was endearing, or maybe something to envy: the fact that he doesn’t know what that feels like. How people don’t demand that sort of energy from him, maybe because he’s a man, or maybe just because he’s him. That sort of confidence and poise. But lately, heaven help me, I’ve thought he’s never felt it because you’d have to have a soul in the first place.

Henry’s just so demanding. He’s got the attitude that means he’s only waiting for your mouth to stop moving so he can talk about more important things.

Himself, for the record. That’s Henry’s most important thing.

I could tell just by seeing him there in that rocker, knitting and pretending not to notice he was getting noticed. Alyssa’s seen it, too, because her knitting bag stays tucked away when he’s out. I could tell he’d already gotten dinner last night because she was knitting when I came in, and yeah, it was late, but it was kind of reassuring, since I wasn’t going to cross paths with him.

Not that he could follow a woman home (cabin?) without consequences. Although now I have to wonder why we don’t have emergency whistles or anything. There’s no guarantee someone would hear me scream, and to get to the 911 button on the phone, I’d have to let him in. But come on, Agatha, he didn’t follow you, and Jane could’ve left that porch any time she wanted, so if something happened because she stayed …

What, it would be her fault?

It doesn’t matter. I saw them, and hesitated, but Emily came in right after me, tucked her hand through my elbow, and pulled me out to the porch with her, all confident and with a sparkly smile. “Hey, Jane, you ready?” she asked, like we’d planned it. Like maybe Jane sat to listen to Henry, but she was only waiting for us.

And the look Jane gave us was grateful, but Henry’s not the type of guy to see it. How desperate she was to get away. He’s the kind to get pissed at Emily for saying something, but then she’s the kind to let it roll off her like water off a duck’s back, and it all just circles around and mostly the three of us ended up having a picnic again, and Emily said “All men are pigs,” and I said “Some men are more pigs than others,” and she laughed and toasted me with her Perrier.

And one of the problems with this plan, I’d like to tell Dr. Weber, is that I can’t talk about it with the girls, even if they’re my new friends. I can’t lay it all out from my perspective and get their opinions on it. There’s no one here to argue his point of view and maybe talk me around a little, because hey, he’s the one who agreed I should come here. He’s the one who paid.

I’m supposed to spend this time deciding what I want next, but really, he’s the one who needs the time. Time without me for a month to figure out if he wants life without me for a few decades. But that’s not the way he worded it. “We’ve been through so much,” he told me, holding both my hands. “I don’t want you to pick me because you think you should pick me.”

Meaning, really, that I could still change my mind. Maybe he hopes I’ve changed my mind. Everything I’ve done for us, and I haven’t crossed the point of no return.

He doesn’t understand. He knows what I’ve done for him, and maybe I was an idiot for confessing all that, but he doesn’t understand. Some men are pigs, but they’re our undoing all the same.

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Cold Comfort: Thursday, July 4, 2024 – Alyssa

Persistence. It wasn’t intelligence that got reporters The Story, but persistence. At least, that’s what Henry grimly told himself. It seemed you only heard people say such things after they scored the scoop or won the Pulitzer or otherwise achieved your dream. It was entirely possible that the gutters were littered with persistent reporters whose main trait hadn’t ever gotten them to the point where anyone listened to what they had to say.

Stay the course. He had to stay the course, and remind himself this was only day four, and stop second-guessing himself.

Maybe he should’ve booked a double cabin and risked it and gone in with a female reporter. He wouldn’t have sent her out on her own to steal the scoop, but they could’ve pulled together enough money and …

Well. And his imaginary female friend could join the others in their picnic lunches and whatever else they got up to. Except all his female friends seemed to be imaginary these days, whether he was at home or at Loon Lake. Henry didn’t even have anyone he’d trusted with his information or his true location. The safety deposit box was his only backup. The one person who knew how to get ahold of him was his brother, because Mom was dead, Dad was off with a new girlfriend, and he didn’t even have a pet rock. It was just Henry, trying to make his mark on the world.

By mining other people’s tragedies? Yeah, Mom was dead, but her voice was alive and well between his ears. The Gladieux tragedy had already been mined. How else would he have heard about it? Annabeth Deschain was guilty as sin, and he suspected Aaron Gladieux deserved some of the blame, too, so really, they brought this part on themselves.

Okay maybe there was something to be said for age gaps and power dynamics. Gladieux was fifty, and Annabeth Deschain wasn’t anywhere near that. She was less than half his age.

Annabeth Deschain was young enough to think that her employer, who might also be her secret boyfriend, would appreciate it if she killed his little daughter to free him from everything that was tying him down and keeping him from her. Young, but apparently savvy enough to have avoided a social media presence and kept her face out of the press.

Savvy enough to get away with murder and that, Mom, was the real tragedy. Dani Jay died in a horrible accident and Annabeth Deschain was free to kill again, wherever she was. Whichever one of these cabins she was in.

Henry sipped his coffee and looked at his notes, starting with Jane in the cabin next door. Small as she was, it was hard to really pin down an age. Her figure was boyish, her voice little girlish, but there was something about her eyes that made you reconsider that first assumption. And whether she was the sort of girl-woman who would murder a toddler.

She seemed quiet and reserved, not with a resting bitch face but a resting blank face. There weren’t any smile or laugh lines there, just perfectly pale skin, and her brown hair was always pulled back in a smooth mid-level ponytail. Henry hadn’t seen her in jeans yet. She wore yoga pants and track pants, so the whole impression was of a woman on her way to her workout, face free of makeup but clearly moisturized and cared for.

Emily, next to the lodge on the other side, didn’t just have smile lines. She had smiles. Her eyes were big and blue, always just a little wider than seemed natural, and her mouth was also wide for her face even when she wasn’t smiling. Her hair was blonde except for the roots, and it flowed down to her shoulder blades and put her in this glorious golden cloud.

She dressed like she was ready to walk a city street, maybe L.A. or New York, and she knew a lot of high-powered people would be looking at her. Henry didn’t know if those were stiletto heels on her strappy sandals, but they were at least heels, and it was only a matter of time until she tripped on a root and ripped off one of her painted toenails or fell and got a non-fashionable hole in her tight jeans. Her stride and her shoulders and her height all made her look older than Jane, but that didn’t mean she seemed to be a more likely candidate for Annabeth Deschain.

Agatha, the only other woman he’d seen, was a different type entirely. Her hair was darker than Jane’s, almost black, but generally indifferently pulled back in a sloppy bun that wasn’t stylish. She didn’t wear makeup, but her skin probably hadn’t been moisturized in a while, either. And Agatha’s clothes … Jane was a city woman on her way to sunrise yoga before hitting the office, but Agatha was heading for her favorite spot on the couch, bag of chips in hand.

Henry wanted to discount Agatha, because she never would’ve caught Gladieux’s eye, except for the fact that her own dark eyes seemed haunted. Emily’s were too wide and open to hold secrets, and Jane was guarded in an introverted kind of way, but Agatha was haunted. Out of all of them here this month, Agatha was the one deepest in hell.

But would Annabeth Deschain feel that way if Aaron Gladieux paid for her stay? That was his safety deposit box secret info, after all. Gladieux paid for a cabin and a single meal plan, so it would indeed be a boyfriend helping out his young bit on the side.

Although, to be fair, Annabeth Deschain wasn’t all that much younger than Dani Jay’s mom who, from the few photos Henry found, was one smoking hot young thing. She dolled herself up even above and beyond Emily, with giant sunglasses and the sort of body-hugging outfits iced with bling that made you think mob wife. Granted, Gladieux didn’t have to choose the same type for his side chick, but Agatha just couldn’t compete. It was time for him to go knit some more. At this rate, he’d have to start taking breaks so he didn’t get a repetitive stress injury. If any of the females came by alone, he’d go ahead and unabashedly start the conversation. God, he had to end the day with something more than knitting progress and another James Patterson book. He couldn’t go home empty-handed.

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Cold Comfort: Thursday, July 4, 2024 – Agatha

Perfect Days is a thriller by Brazilian author Raphael Montes. I know this because we have a copy in the lodge library, and I read it last month. It’s definitely not an Agatha Christie, which is more my style. It’s creepy as hell, a stalker novel, and at one point the main character holds his kidnap victim in a cabin, outside of cell service, keeping her captive in all but plain sight.

So. You know. That hasn’t been bothering me all day.

It doesn’t line up. I haven’t wanted to go up and grab the book and double-check, because Percy could walk in at any moment, asking for another drink—which of course I’m capable of making, but most guests make their own—and then see that no, his little private joke wasn’t so private, after all.

It was an odd sentence. Strange wording. I think Henry caught something, but not enough. Not the whole reference.

What is it with me thinking guys don’t catch references?

I’m sitting here with Evil Under the Sun open in front of me, on alert for either door or the sound of footsteps, trying to remember exactly how Teo pulled it off in the book. I know he drives in and installs Clarice in the cabin without anyone seeing her, but Percy couldn’t do that here. Residents agree that they won’t have their own cars, because then it’s too tempting for them to leave and come back when they should commit to staying for the whole month. You don’t come here unless you need to get away for the whole month.

Jonathon picks them up from the airport, so he must have seen Mary. Presumably she wasn’t bound and gagged, or drugged senseless, when she got off the plane or during the ride.

Okay my brain kicks into overdrive because maybe there’s not an excuse for handcuffs, but have Jonathan and Lydia ever had guests with terminal illnesses? Could Percy have passed it off as that kind of drugged? There’s a lot of trust going on here with residents. We assume that they’ll adhere to the NDA. That they’ll follow the rules.

That they won’t use the Meyers’ discretion to help them kidnap the objects of their obsession.

Okay, slow down. It’s only July 3. Last month we had a resident I never saw until the final week because she requested all her meals to be left on her back stoop and holed herself up to finish writing something. I don’t know what she was working on, because she wasn’t anyone I recognized. I wouldn’t ever be able to tell someone if I did, but that’s what she said when she emerged, glowing and bouncing and clearly doing just fine: It’s done. I finished it before the deadline. Where’s the champagne?

So there’s precedent for that. For someone coming here to seriously retreat, introversion to the max, no phone calls and no knocking. Plus, if you look at it, Mary Shelley’s in a better position than last month’s Virginia Woolf. Virginia was alone in there, so if something had happened, it was all on her to hit the 911 button on her phone. At least if Mary collapses, Percy’s there to notice and raise the alarm.

Unless she collapses and he’s the reason for it.

I need to stop reading Agatha Christie.

It’s pasta tonight, various kinds with different sauces, so the takeaway boxes have a stack of foil squares next to them. Lydia always seems to put things out when I’m not looking. She moves quietly, and it’s kind of a miracle she let Jonathan talk her into getting her face on the website, because she’s really not a people person. She’s a kitchen person, happy as a clam if she can make food that disappears. When the paperwork comes back from the next month’s residents, she’s absolutely gleeful, color-coding and cross-referencing and planning out meals and shopping lists and her daily schedule. The reason food gets put out instead of ordered isn’t because this keeps the residents from being tied to the dining room. It’s so she can slip away unnoticed and do something more important than let them look at her.

She’s plain, but not ugly. She has limp brown hair, but she won’t hear of using a different shampoo. She’s thin, usually wearing an apron, and the veins stand out on the backs of her hands like she maybe lifts weights half the time no one’s looking. I’ve never seen Lydia in anything other than a long-sleeve mock turtleneck and elastic-waisted pants in various color combinations under her apron. Most of the residents simply don’t see her at all.

Okay, and Perfect Days is in the lodge library, but I’m not worried that Jonathan’s holding her captive or something. I haven’t seen much of Lydia, but I have at least seen her.

And I’m so not saying Percy’s got Mary there, drugged or tied up or otherwise restrained. She’d have to be gagged, too. There are the screening trees, but all the cabins are really close to each other. I can’t get all suspicious just because of a single weird statement. All the same, it’s my job to be attentive to the residents. That means looking up as they come in and watching to see if, once more, Percy arrives, fills two containers—one with salad and the other with no vegetables whatsoever—and takes an Evian and some beer out the door.

It doesn’t mean he forces Mary to eat the salad and keeps the rest for himself. Maybe he puts both containers on the table between them and they pick what they want, so the hot food doesn’t melt the lettuce. He could even share out the beer. There’s no way of knowing what goes on in the Shelly cabin.

Truman hitches up his board shorts to sit on the edge of the desk, polishing an apple on his long-sleeved SPF 50 shirt. It’s a low-chemical alternative to sunscreen. “I didn’t think Percy was your type.” This is the man who’s basically the opposite of Percy in every way: definitely a country mouse, skin tanned and hair lightened by the sun, and wouldn’t be caught dead in an outfit that requires a belt.

The fact that my face instantly sets itself on fire really doesn’t help my case. “Have you seen his wife?”

“Why? Is she hot?” He bites into the apple.

I shake my head. “I haven’t seen her.”

Truman frowns and drags the back of his hand over his mouth. Maybe that’s more environmentally friendly than using a napkin. “So she doesn’t eat? She’s a, what do you call it, breatharian?”

“Truman, I have no idea if that’s what you call it. But either he’s a selfish ass who eats double portions, or he brings it back to her.” Or like. She’s dead.

That’s one of the concerns at a place like this: nobody back home really expects to hear from them for an entire month. They can write letters, and Jonathan prints off the emails that have the right subject to make it through, but the only calls get screened at the lodge and the only way to email back is to give Jonathan a message to type up the next time he goes into town. That’s a lot of trust to put in the Meyers, and in Truman and me, simply because the Meyers hired us.

Truman leans over, apple stuck in his teeth, to flick the black cover of my book, but he needs to hold the apple again before he can tease me. “This isn’t one of the crime queen’s hotels, you know.”

Okay except for the fact that it still fits the bill of a bunch of people who ostensibly have never met before, brought together in an eclectic mix, and stuck here for a length of time unable to determine each other’s bona fides. It’s totally the Calais carriage of the Orient Express, except we don’t have a dead body.

Unless we do, and just don’t know it yet.

“Alyssa Roberta,” he sighs, because when Truman’s exasperated with me, he assigns me a middle name. “What have I told you about making fanfiction about the guests?”

“Share every juicy detail,” I recite along with him. “Percy’s totally killed Mary and he’s using the rest of the month to get rid of her body so it’ll never be found and he gets away with murder.”

He laughs and holds out a fist for me to bump. “That’s the best one so far! Did you eat?”

And, just like that, my dramatic theory’s dismissed. “Not yet.”

“Grab a plate.” He gestures for me to move, because I don’t pop right up like an obedient Jack-in-the-box. “Take it on the porch. You don’t get nearly enough fresh air.” Truman and I disagree about how much fresh air a person really needs, but a break’s a break, so I get up, and grab my book, and ignore his laughter.

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Cold Comfort: Thursday, July 4, 2024 – Henry