Truman didn’t ask if he could stay last night. He told me he’d sleep on the couch if I wanted, but he simply was staying. I didn’t make him sleep on the couch.
It was clear Agatha—it’s hard to know how I’m supposed to think about her right now—suspected she’d interrupted something between us, something more than just sitting there, not saying anything, with Truman’s arms around me as I burrowed into his chest, but that’s not the case. She really didn’t want to stay, and Jane said she could sleep over in Austen, so that’s all right, I guess. And Dad’s coming. Agatha insisted on handing me my cell phone so I could see what he’d texted, but then she also did a disappearing act.
Truman didn’t ask about it, or even mention it. I guess he already knows I haven’t dated much, and definitely not in front of her.
He offered to go up to the lodge and get us some dinner, though. Cook something in Lydia’s kitchen if that’s what I wanted, but I balked at that. It’s like her sacred space. So he picked up some of the frozen meals, which I think he did mostly so I could read Dad’s message without him peering over my shoulder, because I haven’t said anything about him to Dad and I don’t know if Agatha has, but now it’s morning, I’m keeping an eye on the time, and they’re going to meet soon enough.
Truman’s still asleep, and he never sleeps this late. I’m guessing he didn’t get much rest last night, all things considered. I kept waking up, and it’s my cabin and I thought I knew all the creaks and groans, but every single noise was clearly Percy trying to break in, even though it doesn’t make sense for him to come back. Basically, they let us stay here because whatever they found in the Shelley cabin, which of course they didn’t let us in on, supported the idea that they were fleeing.
Fleeing, and Emily, Lydia, and Jonathan are part of their master plan. They didn’t need Agatha, so Jonathan dropped her off, which is a weird sort of solicitous gesture, but they didn’t let Emily out. She’s involved somehow. The man calling on Tuesday wanted to talk to Emily.
Truman takes a deeper breath, rolls over, and snuggles up to me. “You’re thinking really loud again.”
“It’s almost ten,” I argue. “You should’ve been up for hours.”
“Kicking me out of bed, are you?” he groans, which normally would work on me, but …
“My dad’s going to be here soon.” I, for one, don’t think him catching me in bed, or answering the door, clearly hastily dressed and with my hair still a mess, is the best way to negotiate what’s coming.
Truman sighs, kisses my shoulder, and then props his head up on his hand so he can look at me. “Is he going to order you to leave?”
“I am legally an adult and have been for some time.” Look at me, neatly dodging the question.
He shakes his head. “That doesn’t mean he won’t order you.”
“If they haven’t found Jonathan and Lydia yet …” That, at least, would be an actual argument on Dad’s end.
The thought makes Truman hold up a finger and scoot out of bed, padding barefoot into the main room. When he comes back, he picks up his jeans and starts to put them on. “Phone’s still out. I’ll ask on the way back to my cabin. Shower and meet at the lodge?”
“Yeah, okay.” At least it’s a plan.
“Hey.” He leans over the bed to kiss me softly before grabbing his T-shirt. “This isn’t exactly when I was planning on mentioning it, but there’s always my place. If you don’t want to go back home. Option B.”
My smile feels lopsided. “Your tiny house.”
Truman shrugs. “Two can live as cheap as one? I don’t know, Lyssa. I just haven’t had nearly enough of you yet.”
I catch his hand and pull him back down for a better kiss. “I’ll meet you at the lodge.”
He touches my cheek, not quite a hesitation, before he nods and goes to get his shoes.
I wait for the click of the door before getting up and heading to the bathroom, totally not thinking of Psycho, even though Percy had a gun instead of a knife. He could’ve had both. Just because neither Jane nor Henry told us he had one doesn’t mean he didn’t.
I take my time washing my hair and scrubbing the rest of me, like removing a layer of skin means being a new person. Erasing yesterday. I don’t really wear makeup even when I’m not in the middle of the woods, so I don’t have to worry about that, and I blow-dry my hair before getting dressed. It’s cloudy out there, and I could use the comfort, so jeans and a hoodie it is. I stick my phone in the pocket even though it’s basically useless and totally pause and do a slow scan of what I can see out the front windows before I open the door and head up to the lodge.
There’s a police officer inside, filling up one to-go cup and one thermos, and he nods a greeting. It’s strange having someone here, but I can’t really blame them for wanting coffee, so I nod back. The food in the fridge cases is fine, and there wasn’t anything left out on the table or the counters that couldn’t be kept at room temperature, so the dining room isn’t weird, exactly, even if it also is. “Is there any news?” I ask, because hey, I don’t have to wait for Truman.
The man shakes his head. “We’ll let you know.”
I shiver but return his departure nod, because they have the description of the van and the license plate. It doesn’t say Loon Lake on the side or anything but, with all they know, and how soon they must’ve learned of what happened …
Truman ends up holding the door so the officer can exit, then comes in and frowns, hands stuffed in the pockets of his jacket. “Nothing.”
“Nothing,” I agree, turning to the espresso machine and getting it going. Edgar must’ve had to fend for himself this morning. “Well, nothing they’re telling us.”
He tilts his head and comes in to pick up and inspect an apple. “Percy didn’t kill any of the others.”
Not the ones he let go, no.
Sighing, he puts the apple back and turns to face me, leaning against the counter and crossing his arms. “This doesn’t feel good.”
“No.” I pull out my phone and give it a little shake. “I wish this worked.”
“Yeah?” He smiles at me, almost teasing. “What would you Google?”
“Hell if I know.” I nod at the machine. “You want anything?”
“A red eye.” He hesitates, but apparently I’m too locked in for him break into my personal space bubble.
I nod and focus on the steps involved with pulling perfect shots of espresso.
There’s nothing we can do. We’ve done all we can: reported it. Told them all we know. Kept out of the way of their investigation. Stayed here, where they can keep an eye on us and make sure we’re not communicating with the Shelleys as inside men. That almost triggers something, but as soon as I try to look at the thought, it slips from my grasp. Truman comes to join me and kisses my temple when I pass him his mug, but I don’t immediately start making my own drink because I hear voices outside, one of them in a familiar cadence, so I turn and wipe my hands on my jeans and all but fall into my dad’s arms.
Cold Comfort: Saturday, July 13, 2024 – Henry (2), coming August 22